I have loved Christmas and lived the actual feeling of Christmas. Christmas celebrates the joyful giving, thanking God for everything he blessed us with and complaining about none. Friends, family, kids, poor and needy all are embraced with a heart open wide. Happiness lies in contentment and not in expectations, it lies in giving, not in demanding.
It’s the Christmas Eve and it’s chilly outside. I am down with sore throat and it feels dizzy at head. Thinking about my Christmas wish list I am at once reminded of the famous play- A Christmas carol by Charles Dickens. I sympathize with Ebenezer Scrooge, the man who had lost faith in love and had secluded himself of the life. He was haunted by the ghosts of Christmas and he then learnt the true purpose of living and the essence of Christmas. Amazing isn’t it? I love Christmas, I believe in Santa Clause, I believe in spirits, at heart I am a kid who wishes to live in a fairy tale.
It’s troubling me right now, the words which I uttered… how could I speak that way? I bring pain in his life. Sometimes, I feel I am the only reason behind his sorrow. My apologies to him, I somehow manage to ruin good relations and hurt those whom I love the most… (Sigh!)…. I wish to tell those special people of my life that they are truly special and I love them (thinking of sending them e-cards)… but my words troubling me still.
I have always hanged my stockings thinking that Santa would fill it up with gifts but as I grew up it merely remained to be a custom. This Christmas I wish for something, happiness for the one, I hope Santa’s not gonna disappoint me. There are people who play supportive roles in my life but they are equally important. One such person is the boy who works in my food mess. His smile has always made my day. Sometimes, I guess how important a smile can be, greatest gift one can give.
My mind tossing like a tennis ball, I am at pain thinking that I hurt the one who I care about the most. By the way, Merry Christmas to all… may the merciful lord showers happiness in each one’s life. I wish to feel the tranquil happiness; anger, anguish and annoyance to fade away of my life. I beg my lord to guide me through and comfort the one whose life I filled with distress for I know….
……’Lord’s my shepherd and he won’t ever make me down to lie’. 🙂